Heavy heart

30 May, 2007

Actually my mood is okay today although there is something upsetting my heart. I have tried not to think about it to avoid the situation from getting worse and worse. I deeply know that he will never be caring enough to discover my unhappiness, so I have already given up to tell him my feeling. No use......really no use .....wasting my time, making me even more disappointed......

I gradually find that there is a gap between us......I don't mean qualifications, I mean.......the way we think, the way we handle issues, we have different expectation.

Can we actually communicate......?
Can you be more artistic/romantic? Can you try to suit my request and contact with SMS sometimes? Can you try to learn typing Chinese? Can you try to learn English? Can you try to do what you have promised?
Can you can you can you.......
NO YOU CAN'T !!!!!!! and YOU WON'T !!

香噴噴

29 may, 2007

今晚開o左一支新o既沖涼液，一個字 - 香!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

真係好香呀!!!!!!!!好鍾意好鍾意!!

曾經有人講過話氣味可以勾起一個人以前o既記憶，呢樣o野我已經試過好多次，係真的。
今次呢種香味令我勾起以前某d片段，因為隻味好似我支KENZO香水o既香味，一聞到呢種味，我就諗起CWB，諗起SOGO，諗起你。

算吧。

29 May, 2007

雖然唔係今日發生，不過我放o係今日先講.....

成日都嘈，好煩。

一d都唔細心，你了解我究竟有幾多?

究竟你有無用心聆聽過我?

究竟你有無考慮過我o既感受?

究竟你有無曾經用心去記下你同我講過o既o野?

究竟，你知唔知你o既說話傷害到我?

究竟..................你知唔知...............我唔開心.......

算吧，知同唔知，會有分別嗎?

總之，我已經決定o左。我唔洗做到咁cheap 的。

我的小乖乖

29 May, 2007

今日決定o左唔出clinic，因為我想真真正正o係屋企休息一日呢。


寶寶好o爹呀.....


大小不良。


擘大個口得個窿~


俾我俾我~


喂Caspar，你做乜踩住我?


變身小企鵝~


玩o野呀?放咁高....釣魚咩?


絨絨：放低d 丫唔該。


嘜嘜，你做乜食到成地都係呀?


嘜嘜cute 爆o左!!! 你睇佢個面珠躉!!!!!

我是在發夢嗎?

27 May, 2007

已經係連續第8日發夢，無錯，真係一連8日晚晚都發夢。
原本發夢唔係d咩特別o既事，但我未試過連續咁樣發夢法的，咁樣係唔係代表我好大壓力呢?定係有d咩意思呢?

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識我o既人都知我唔多睇電視的，但而家就晚晚睇<溏心風暴>，因為實在太好睇啦!!!
連我都睇o既電視節目，一定有返咁上下啦~

阿媽問我如果我係常在心，我會唔會原諒程亮......
我唔知，我真係唔知.....好睇我有幾鍾意個男的.....
不過佢出面個女人係我好朋友的話，我一定唔會原諒個女人的，永遠都唔可以。
搶我男朋友的"好朋友"，唔會再係我好朋友囉.......

至於得得地.....人品真係好好。
得得地，跟本就係常在心o既守護天使......
我都好希望會有一個守護天使一直o係我身邊幫我，錫我 (又發夢了....)

其實我以前都有一個，不過已經無o左......或者天使累了.....
至於而家......都係唔好提了，或者唔會再有天使o既出現......
究竟我可唔可以遇到我o既得得地呢?
你會係嗎?你o係邊呢?

程亮同得得地，我會揀邊個?
唔話你知!!! 哈哈哈哈....

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如果你有一個朋友突然有一日發o左達，無啦啦o黎同你講：Can you marry me?
你會點呢?
真係好無啦啦o架喎，係當佢變得好有錢o既時候就o黎搵你的話，你會唔會嫁俾佢呢?
如果會，你又會係因為d 錢丫，定係因為你鍾意佢呢?

算吧.......又發夢，哈哈哈!!!!
可能我呢排睇得電視太多!!!

咁大個女仲收到呢d小玩意....哈哈哈~

阿狗仔，你生活好嗎?

26 May, 2007

今日約o左D小姐上道風山探阿狗仔。












見到阿狗仔啦!!!! 你仲認唔認得我呀?


阿狗仔個樣真係大個仔o左......之前d毛無咁長的。


D小姐想強吻阿狗仔!!!!


握握手，Carmen 阿狗仔做個好朋友~


阿狗仔目送我地離開，你會掛住我嗎?
我一定會。

哥哥錫妹妹

25 May, 2007

今日好唔舒服，原本應該一早出門口的，但最後都等到5點幾先落到街。
首先我去o左睇日本自由行o既資料，真係未出發，先興奮!!!!
之後入o左商務睇書，見到兩本新o既兔仔書，原本我想買大o個本的，不過好似爛爛地唔夠新，所以最後都無買到，希望遲d再去睇佢會返o左新貨啦....

比翼雙飛!!

夜晚出o左去睇Luther同Mogi，買o左d喵罐頭俾兩隻怪獸，點知Luther 見到美食當前只係伏o係隔離等，一直咁等，究竟佢o係度等乜呢? 原來佢係等Mogi食飽飽佢先去食呀......呢個阿哥真係唔話得啦，讓妹妹食飽飽先，乖仔!!!! 我知隻肥仔其實好想食o架......唔為食又點會咁肥美......

妹妹，你食晒我無得食o架啦.....

當時見到阿Fred呢個造型真係爆笑o左出o黎!!

肥仔Fred 慘變成一個「肉醬焗喵批」!!

世界真細小

22 May, 2007

今日出clinic，當我正在集中精神睇緊阿Sir做緊乜o野therapy o既時候，阿sir突然向patient爆出一句：「Carmen 係J先生 o既同學來。」

當時我心入面第一個反應係：J先生?邊個J先生?!?!?!?!??!??!?!
隔o左一陣.......哦.......J先生.....因為我平時唔會叫佢做J先生的.....

我係J先生同學，個病人都係J先生同學，不過係唔同時期o既同學....
不過最估唔到o既係原來J先生已經轉o左去讀Law....

記得讀書時J先生好多時都係做我拍擋的，畢業後其實一直都知道佢唔想做返呢行，只係估唔到佢一轉就會轉去讀法律o者.....

你會係未來大狀嗎?

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一個由細到大都怕踏入醫院半步o既人，竟然會揀一科經常要出入醫院o既科o黎讀，呢d究竟係唔係天意?

神啊! 可否令時光倒流，讓我可以重頭再來一次，可以嗎?

Thailand...Japan...

20 May, 2007

My mum and sister are going to Thailand on June. Since I have been to Thailand twice these 2 years, I won't be going with them this time and...........................I'm getting excited for my trip to Japan ^O^ hehehehehehhe......

Tokyo, I am coming !!
Well......should I travel back to Osaka again....?


Chestnut 好鍾意好鍾意個轉轉輪呀，晚晚玩唔停o架~